You've been a blessing, but there is no reason to stay alive and remain single. Kefe that. Being single your entire life is pointless and is a waste of a life. If suicide is the only way to make these feelings of powerlessness go away, so be it. If it is the only way to spare me of future suffering, so be it. I know you wish you could've saved me and had the power to do that, but that's life. Life sucks, and then you die. Better to die now than spend another week being single. Jonathan Brandis, John Bomke, Kaniela Kaninau, Dale King, Corey Bischof, Ryan Halligan, and the rest of my sense of belonging, here I come.