I cant take this pain anymore. I was hanging on by a thread thinking that there was still a chance for me and my BF, but talking to him on the phone today proved differently and I think he is happier without me. He said I put him through so much and that we are broke up, which before I thought we were just taking a break. Either way, he will not even agree to see me. It hurts my very much. I cant take this pain anymore and the constant crying. I cant take the deep feeling of hurt and rejection by the only person I ever really loved and wanted to be with. I appreciate everyone here who tried to help me and talk to me. It meant a lot. I just wish he were holding me right now. That is all I want.