goodbye

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by butterflies32, Dec 12, 2009.

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  1. butterflies32

    butterflies32 Well-Known Member

    I want to end it all now. I can't deal with everything and yet I can't talk about it either. Im finished...Its my time to go.
     
  2. jp_bl_68

    jp_bl_68 Account Closed

    What's brought this on?
     
  3. *sparkle*

    *sparkle* Staff Alumni

    whats going on sweet? talk to us :hug:
     
  4. butterflies32

    butterflies32 Well-Known Member

    sparkle I can't cope

    eveything is playing on my mind...I have to die. I have to go i am just ... im sorry hun.

    Im sorry
     
  5. *sparkle*

    *sparkle* Staff Alumni

    whats playing on your mind sweet?

    has anything changed or anything happened? :hug:

    i care a lot :hug:

    xoxox
     
  6. butterflies32

    butterflies32 Well-Known Member

    everything just everything. sorry can't say here. oh god imjust an idiot...

    I know you care...im sorry

    im just i dont know would b easier to just end it.
     
  7. *sparkle*

    *sparkle* Staff Alumni

    hey...

    why do you think you are an idiot? you have never made me think you are an idiot? we've talked a lot and although i know you feel sad about a lot of things it doesnt make you an idiot... can you tell anymore about whats going on and what has triggered this? :arms:
     
  8. butterflies32

    butterflies32 Well-Known Member

    My life. stuff u know about...having to revisit it having to think about i whether I want to or not. money issues and being to big although no money no food weight loss so that ok cept i can't get to airport as no money and i can't i dunno i am writting about things and it is triggering...idnt want to but i have to. i can't i duno i can't i just can't do this anymore.

    I can't live.
     
  9. TWF

    TWF Well-Known Member

    Please hold onto here tonight! Have a chat plz.

    Do you have anybody who can support you? Family/friends?
     
  10. butterflies32

    butterflies32 Well-Known Member

    im ok...im still here. a trusted friend did the right thing and notified someone. I love her to bits an I am sorry that I have caused worry.

    sam
     
  11. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    I'm glad you are still here :hug: Keep posting :)
     
  12. butterflies32

    butterflies32 Well-Known Member

    Thanks lynn. I don't know how to cope but somehow I am. Things just get a bit scary sometimes. And I freak out and look to death for answers. Its just a case of thinking first. I think. I'm sorry.

    Xxx
     
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