Well I guess this is it. My legacy, as modest as it is. I have no friends to read my epitaph so I hope you kinds souls would do me the honour. I believe that I have lived my life as a good man. Life however; seems to revel in my despair. I was diagnosed with cancer and less than a week after that I found out that my wife cheated on me. She told me about it and I decided to try to work things out. She has continued to lie to me and I have found texts. She gave me an ultimatum. She would stay married to me but I would have to allow her to keep seeing this man. I can't take this pain and I can't go through chemo by myself. I am leaving in the morning. I wish that I wasnt so afraid. I hope some day my children will forgive me.