I wasn't fkd over today. I just thought I'd get some councelling and didn't. They would have admitted me if I wanted. Yes, the 5 days a week was some type of group councelling. The other numbers were just referral to therapists. But I already have one I'm going to be going to, was just waiting for them to call with an appt. So yes, it was pointless. Waste of my time.. Just made me angry when I picked up my medical records while I was there, I was hyperventilating on the way down, I was so pissed off.
Now Mark, come on. I have 3 of the best doctors someone could ask for. I also plan to do the same thing if I can get over this rump of feeling so sick. My son is also going to college next year to be a doctor.. They aren't all assholes.. Who tried helping me when I needed it, family or my doctor, I'll give you one guess.. And a hint, doesn't start with the letter F.
Anyone that views you as crazy, and actually went through college to study medicine, is nothing but a damn idiot. I think that is the issue with that ER doctor, he has access to my past medical records there, so if I go in with a complaint, I am not taken seriously, and he had to of realized from my test results that something was up, but he diagnosed a bladder infection and sends me home, well.... this is one girl that isn't going to take the shit anymore. Regardless of their opinion of you, you know, you have the right to proper medical care. I figure his training through the military didn't help his additude. My son thinks your a pile of shit if your not tough enough to deal with things, and just because they did that for him, doesn't mean they did that for me. He calls me a crybaby bitch due to my inability to deal with my health problems and work like everyone else does, and because I get depressed. Well whatever. He is just suffering a serious lack of understanding. I hope college wises him up some.