I cant take it anymore. The prospects of my future are too grim. Even if I do eventually form some semblance of a "traditional" life it will end the same. Ill go to work until i retire and then ill just sit around till i die. Why not just speed up the inevitable? the alternative just seems to bleek and pointless. No, i think i have made the right decision in this regard. anyway, although i have chosen to do this i do not want the rest of you to follow my example. You have your whole lives ahead of you. Im just to far gone for that. I kind of wish i had gotten to know some of you better, you seemed nice. and with that, I bid you adieu ill see you on the other side.