I dont have anyone, no one cares. i spend most my time in my one room apartment thinking how terrible of a person i am. One day I went to a bridge to end it all. I though things like, willit work or will ithurt? I didnt do it, my mom still cares about me and she would be devestated by that, i only see her a couple times a year. I dont know what to do. Every night is hell just putting myself down and getting angry at myself.