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  1. Axiom

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    Fuck. Just fucked up. there is no way i can come back from this. Great. Want to stab my arm and watch it spurt that juice that keeps me ticking. What fucking use am I if i cant f;low with my own people? What the fuck, sit on the sidelines and listen? I'm not even mad im tense to it. Where the fuc;k is my f;low? w;here the fuc;k is my humor? where the fuc;k is my ;life? Why the fuc;k is stupidty and worry there? why the FUC:K did i agree to ma;ke it dominate the ma;jority of my thin;king? Why the FUC:K did i ;listen to any of you fuc;k heads who c;laimed to ;know ;life? You fuc;king bastards. You c;laim authority, you say go this way, but you ;have NO idea yourse;lf, you on;ly ;know so far!. MY ;keyboards fuc;ked semi co;lon :JUST POPSUP im sic;k of de;leteing it! I was so fucking stupid.. ;listening to you, be;lieving you! wor;king off your ocncepts and applying them in my ;life, denying my own deve;lopment and resonsing and voice! FUCk you i dont even ;know w;ho you are and fuc;k you! i cant remember you ! but a;l;l of you, you fuc;king adu;lts who ;knew what we needed to do,, fuc;k you! I cant interact! fuc;k you ! fuc;k you and your principles i wi;l;l ho;ld onto and dim my expression as to not ;hamper the prinicple! fuc;k yuou and ma;king sense out of bu;l;lshit with bu;l;lshit! fuc;k you with a;l;l your horse shit through it a;l;l! fuc;k you with ;knowing so much but ;knowing so ;litt;le about whats important in ;life but ma;king out you ;knew and had it made! fuck you FUC:K YOU

    FUC:K

    YOU!


    FUCK

    YOU
     
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  2. Axiom

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    I cant even scream! abre;ly i scream in my head now! bare;ly my voice is a;live! FUC:K you! not;hing is natura;l;ly balanced! O:H how i ;laot;h you! YOU who i do not remember or ;know! You who were t;here T:HE fuc;king ones who were the foundations of perceieved ;life! You who ;kept it a;l;l fuc;king g;lued together! you who fuc;king made it seem so;lid! YOUr wor;lds are sha;key! Your wor;lds are fa;ke FUC:K you and ma;king me be;lieve yours was the one! FUck you in ma;king be;lieve it was mine! fuc;k you in wasteingvmy ;life! I am FUC:KED . i am resereved! I am TOO O:LD NOW. I AM FUCKED. FUC:K you. FYUC:K mE for being so nieve! FUC:K YOU for TA:KING advantage of my nievity! FUC:K you. FUCK YOU.
     
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  3. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Ok hun, can we try a deep breath here?
    Then, when you're good and ready try to explain exactly what has happened.
    Not promising anything here, but a problem shared is a problem halved. :hug:
     
  4. Axiom

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    a problem shared is still the same prob;lem in these circumstances. Its my own individua;l issues and fuck ups and fai;lures to be a human being. absolutly nowt anyone can do about it except for me, and i cant do it without my flow, and i most certainly am not going to drain anyone elses.

    Than;ks for the reply though Terry

    i was ca;lm and am calm...
     
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  5. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    If you need me hun, my MSN is in my profile.
     
  6. Axiom

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    I'm good Terry, but thanks.
     
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