I'm new to this forum, but not to thoughts of suicide. :dry: Female, 27 years old.. Some people mentioned this site..and so, here I am. Recognize some of the usernames of people..from..a different place. Anyways, I've had depression off and on for 15 years or so.. Mostly.."on" for the past 3 years.. I have various chronic physical illnesses and it is often difficult to cope with being in physical pain over 80% of the time. And the knowledge that it will never go away..just get worse. So here I am..for now.. Pleasure to meet you.