Hello everyone, First let me apologize for being so rude as I began posting without properly introducing myself. My name is Steve and I found this site an attempt to help others with their suicidal thoughts/ideations/attempts, etc. Plus, it would be good therapy for me, as I attempted suicide earlier this month. I am a medic in the Army, well for at least another 90 days, as the Army says I'm not fit for duty due to PTSD. Although I believe I'm functional, that's a whole other story. I hope that I can assist and maybe provide some insight on what I have been through over the last couple years. I found my suicide attempt to be more of an awakening event and somewhat positive because I now have the ability to share. I'm not out of the woods yet, but I'm sure with the help here and from my treatment crew, I will be soon enough. Nice to meet all of you, officially.