Just thought I could help myself while trying to help others. I guess I will explain a bit about myself first. I feel depressed and suicidal much of the time, i engage in self harm behaviors when I feel frustrated, angry, anxious or afraid. I actually came across this site while searching for a Pro-Suicide site. I have lingered awhile to see how things were on this site and I found that it seemed to be encouraging. I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder, borderline personality disorder, as well as post traumatic stress disorder. These diagnoses have come within the last 3 months, however this has been an ongoing problem for me for upwards of 27 years now. I guess I don't really know what else to say here but hello and I hope to have meaningful contacts here.