Hi. I am a 42 year old male, I live on Earth, in the US, in Southern California. I am married or divorced, not sure which one right now, and I have two daughters. I have no energy and my concentration is shot. I feel directionless and detached. I am terribly spaced-out most of the time. The suicidal ideations and depression are suffocating at times. I am surprised that I made it to 2009 I love music and art and animals and ideas that make my mind itch.