"must introduce self"... hell... Hi. Im Kestrel (well thats what people call me) Im female, I have no clue what to write here. How do you say hi to people you dont know, without sound like a fool? Today I desided to try to solve my problems. My suicidal problems. Ive recently came out of hospital from rather bad surgery. I had 50% of my Liver removed and my gall bladder was also removed. Also with a punctured lung i guess im lucky im alive?.. You would think i would be happy. I was in hospital over christmas, and new year and missed out on alot of partying, and i guess i missed out when all my friends went back to university and i couldnt go back. I just feel like im talking for the sake of talking now. I cant seem to think clearly about what I would like to say. So im just going to start by saying Hi.