New here and living in South Carolina. Soon to be 39 years old. I thought this would be a nice start to finding what I would like to think as a "Foot Hold" in trying to keep myself sane. I have alot of things going on in my life right now and its been really hard keeping it in focus. Perhaps alot of things some have went through, or are going through now. Lately I have had thoughts of suicide. It seems to be an on going thing thats haunted me for many years. Still, as far as I am concerned, its a step I am willing to take to admitt it. Odd to say it to strangers but its easier this way instead of friends and family atm. Ive never been one to cry on anyones shoulder but to give a shoulder instead. I think things are just starting to catch up with me and its over whelming me. Hope we can chat in the near future and make nice. Take care all and stay safe. Glad to me you in advance.