Hi. . just sined on. . life is such a mixed bag for me. most of the time being just fine, but then there are dark times. . very dark times. . and in those dark hours I feel so very vulnerable to myself. . adn in reaching out. . I find that those I talk to react so weirdly, that I have learned to keep still. . the darkness exsists however. . adn I would like to find ways to make it go away, or at least make some peace with it. .