Discussion in 'Welcome' started by DraAtHelvete, Jul 8, 2014.

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  1. DraAtHelvete

    DraAtHelvete New Member

    You can call me DraAtHelvete.

    I just turned 25 and I work as an electrical engineer in the automotive industry.

    The greatest challenge I face every day is mustering the willpower to get out of bed and live.

    I don't want to live. I don't want to die.

    I just want to drink until I disappear.

    I don't know what I'm looking for here.

    I don't know anything anymore.
  2. Twocky61

    Twocky61 Banned Member

    :welcome: to SF DraAtHelvete.

  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I am sorry you need the drink to kill whatever pain that is inside you I hope you can reach out and get some help ok for your drinking and your sadness I hope you continue to talk to us here sometimes just talking can help hugs
  4. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    :welcome: to the forum..I'm glad you found us!
  5. Concrete_Angel

    Concrete_Angel Forum Buddy

    Hello DraAtHelvete I'm sorry to hear about you not knowing anything anymore. Are you seeing a therapist/counsellor? If not then maybe seeing somebody face to face can maybe help you to work things out. I'm sure you'll get lots of support on this site and if you ever need to talk to somebody I am here.
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