Urgghhhhhh I don't know what to say... appt with surgeon for biopsy is on Friday. If its cancer I don't know if I can get through this... I feel so ill now anyway I don't think I'm strong enough. I am the ultimate failure. I am not someone who would be missed, with feeling so ill I have shrivelled up into nothing already, I have lost contact with everyone who cared. I just want the pain to stop permanently!!!