Ok, so I have the most amazing fiancee ever but I also have BPD.
I know my fiancee loves me but I keep pushing him away. I don't mean too. I'm just terrified of getting hurt.
It's that whole "I love you, go away, I hate you, please stay thing" and I hate it.
At times I push him away so much, at other times I'd do anything not to lose him.
I'm such a screw up
I know my fiancee loves me but I keep pushing him away. I don't mean too. I'm just terrified of getting hurt.
It's that whole "I love you, go away, I hate you, please stay thing" and I hate it.
At times I push him away so much, at other times I'd do anything not to lose him.
I'm such a screw up