Grrrrrrrrr *swearing Obviously*£%$$$^%

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Sycotic_Sarah, Aug 7, 2006.

  1. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
    AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    FUKC
    UFKC
    FUCK
    FUCK
    FUCK
    FUCK
    FUCK
    SHIT
    SHIT
    SHIT
    SHIT
    FUCK
    IT
    FUCK
    IT
    GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
    STUPID
    THICK
    IDIOTIC
    FUCKING
    GRRRR








    :mad: :mad: :mad: :mad: :mad: :mad: :mad: :mad:

    WHY!
    FUCKING
    WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    :mad:
     
  2. Anything in particular?
     
  3. Care to share?
     
  4. BLacK

    BLacK Active Member

    I don't mean to be nosey or anything, but what's the matter?
    You know, sharing it can help sometimes.
     
  5. I Always Seem To Fuck Up Stuff.
    Everything I Do
    Fucks Up
    Everything I Say
    Fucks Up
    Everythinggggg
    Too
    Doo
    With
    Mee
    Fucks
    Up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    My Friend
    This Friend
    Who I Love
    Hes Like
    My Bestest Friend
    On
    Msn
    And I Dont Understand
    Why He Cares
    Why Does He Care?
    Why!!!!!!
    Im Such A Bad Little Mistake Who Shud Die And Yeah I Will Soon
    I Just Dont Understand
    Hes Saved Me So Many Times
    I Dont Know Why

    Grr
    Im
    So
    Fucked
    Up
    I Dont
    Deserve
    Anythng
    In
    This
    Stupid
    Mistaken
    Fucked
    Up
    Life!
    pPFFT
    THAT
    WONT
    MATTER
    SOON
    CUZ
    IL
    BE
    DEAD
    WOOHOO!
    YAY
    FOR
    ME
    WHOO
    LETS
    ALL
    PARTY
    SARAHS
    DEAD
    WOOHOO
    WE
    CAN
    BE
    HAPPY
    AGAIN!!!!! :mad:
     
  6. how nice.
    i went through my mums bag looking for a pen, and guess what else i noticed.
    <mod edit: moonstar89 - number> tablets in there.
    hmph.
    when shes asleep tonight ill get them.
    how wonderful.
    finally a chance to kill myself.
    FINALLY!
    Im happy.
    Im fine now.
    The plans back in business.
     
    Last edited: Aug 12, 2006
  7. BLacK

    BLacK Active Member

    I'm sorry you feel like that. Don't do anything rash just yet. Maybe you should just think things over, would that help?
    And what have you said thats "fucked up" something? I'm sure you could fix it if you tried, also please don't say that we'd be happy if you were dead. I don't know you too well, but I certainly wouldn't be happy. (I'd love to get to know you better).

    :hug:

    I hope this helped you, if not I'm sorry.
     
  8. youd' ALL be happy
    lies are all i get


    i fucked up
    every thing i do fucks up
    like goes wrong
    its just
    wrong
    everything
    it screws up
    i wasnt meant to be born
    and so tonight
    ill reverse that.
     
  9. BLacK

    BLacK Active Member

    I really hope you don't.

    If it helps.. I feel like that alot. Especially today. Somebody lied to me so bad.. they fucked around with my heart, this was online though. Alot of people do that with me. I have about 3 online friends that a true to me, the rest just lie to my face.
     
  10. *shuts eyes*
    *sees myself overdosing*
    *i succeed*
    *mum comes in*
    *smiles and laughs at my dead still cold body*
    *leaves me*

    :mad:
    im doing it end off.
    this is a stupid thread with stupid posts from me, im just wasting your time, im sorry.
     
  11. BLacK

    BLacK Active Member

    Are you sure your mum would be laughing? mine would be crying. She doesn't show it all the time, but she loves me.
    And don't think you're wasting my time, because that's the least of problems, my time is here to be wasted :biggrin: okay that sounds bad, what I'm trying to say you're not wasting my time at all.
     
  12. well tonight ill either die or suffer extreme damage from the overdose.
    like i told someone else.
    and he replied with
    well as long as its what you want
    and u kno what
    IT IS
    so just say goodbye and wish me luck.
    MYMUM WOULD BE HAPPY
    LIES LIES LIES
    !
     
  13. BLacK

    BLacK Active Member

    Well, I tried to help.
    He is right, if it's really what you want, then nobody can stop you from doing it.
    There are other ways except from suicide. But, if you seriously think there is nothing that can help you, and that suicide is the only escape.. then that's your decision. Anything else I say would probably only make things worse.
     
  14. go on say it
    say everything u want to say
    come on i need something to read when i overdose to encourage me
     
  15. BLacK

    BLacK Active Member

    I have nothing else to say about this. I've said all I've needed to at the moment. I just hope you don't make the wrong decision.
     
  16. pfft whatever
    bye
    :mad: