grudge

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by Popa, Jul 22, 2016.

  1. Popa

    Popa Member

    I sit in alone in the house
    my pain giving me a good lashing
    I keep enduring strokes of belt hitting my mind, back and soul
    but the worst thing of all,
    I can't find the hand that holds the whip
    but do people care

    You talk to people
    but they not care
    I am a burden and nobody wants a good lashing
    I endure but stay strong till I see the end.

    I can't go, even though I want to so badly
    I endure with resentment toward existence
    and my grudge holds me back from keeping friends
    I am alive but not noticeable
    but I want to be noticed but people don't care
     
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hi popa, I am glad you felt comfortable enough to air your thoughts out here. I do hope it gets easier and that you will make a recovery, know we are here and we do care and you will never be a burden to us. Keeping talking to us if you feel it helps (hugs) best of luck.