why r people so friggin stuburn? why r people so friggin selfish? why is it so hard 2 say sorry? i find myself apologizing 2 people and trying to make peace with people that have fucked me over! i hate holding grudges it eats at me! but both people my mom and my ex seem to get some sort of sick enjoyment of knowing how hurt i am, and seem to thrive on the power. i dont get it maybe ome1 can explain to me!