Called the crisis line the other day but I think I just caused more problems for myself. Now my Drs are concerned about my safety once my kids go to their fathers house on the 21st. I have an appointment on Tuesday with the therapist and she is taking some of my medicine away that I no longer take to get rid of temptation. She also stated on Thursday that we need to consider the option of hospitalization. If I actually have a choice than I will say no. I don't want to go to the VA hospital psyche ward. I am just not quite sure what to do at this point. Any ideas?