Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by klodo, Sep 13, 2008.

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  1. klodo

    klodo Well-Known Member

    I normally feel guilty for wanting to die. Yet the feelings have been getting far stronger lately. I have been drinking much more and taking painkillers alot. Yet then I just realised yesterday. I am a 41 year old lonely virgin.I have no friends and no life. Its perfectly normal to feel suicidal in this situation even inevitable.The whole of our modern culture ridicules virgins and hates them, and weirdos and loners for that matter too.Evolution at work again.There is no god as evolution proves time and time again so F**k him and any possible sin. My mental state also means that I am unemployed after being made redundant in the only job I have ever had for 20 years. Society also ridicules the unemployed as lazy scum.Meaning I also feel suicidal for that.Society doesn't want to help at all, in fact there is no help. Doctors are almost always shit. There is no where else to go either. Therefore society actually wants me to die.Its for the good of the many. Humanity is cruel and ruthless as is evolution. Some animals are often thrown out of a group to fend for themselves or die if there is something wrong with them. This is the same.The chaff must be eliminated. I am faulty because of my upbringing and therefore a liability to the human race. I therefore should not feel guilty for wanting to die but embrace it.Its a hard thing to do but maybe its perfectly natural.Its pure luck.
  2. fromthatshow

    fromthatshow Staff Alumni

    You're not the only virgin at this forum. I know there at least a couple older memebers who have posted the same thing.
    You don't have to live by what society says is the right way to live or the right way to be. Turn of the T.V. and stop reading the newspaper for a while. Distance yourself from the main stream and realize that it's your life an nobody else's.
    Much love,
  3. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Hello klodo,
    I am not a virgin, but I have been celibate for the last 20 years. Once you have been living that way you eventually don't think about it. You sound young so you have hormones that are speeking out to you.
    I'm not going to sit here and tell you how to find someone from the opposit sex. You need to have a relationship and have sex so you will be able to tell if you being celibate is the answer or if you are going to practice safe sex.
    I had some surgerys that didn't turn out right so I can't have sex, so I used other methods to keep my mate happy.(use your imagination) I don't talk about it because it is imbarrising.Only a few people know. I guess alot more know now. I am going to shut my mouth before I let out any more of my secrets...:chopper:...
  4. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    Hi Koldo. I'm a 27 year old virgin and it honestly doesn't bother me one bit. Did you ever watch the movie, 'the 40 year old virgin?' It was just a movie but it had a happy ending, I think. You mentioned that society wants you to kill yourself, because you're an unemployed virgin? Well, I say fuck society. You can live a happy life by your own rules. It's ok to go against the norm. When the time is right, you'll meet the right person and things will turn around. Don't give up hope. :hug:
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