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i dont know whats wrong with me anymore.im so guilty that just this week 3 of my best friends have moved on with their lives and moved to differant states i am happy for them i am but part of me is also jealous
i really want to tell them how im feeling and that i really hate living but i cant face the thought i will ruin their happy times
my thought is to just get things over and done before they get settled and get in touch again to say hi but again the guilt i feel of just killing myself and them thinking they wernt around for me stops me
i dont want to hurt my friends but its like my whole life has been emptied and theres no one left i can really talk to
i really want to tell them how im feeling and that i really hate living but i cant face the thought i will ruin their happy times
my thought is to just get things over and done before they get settled and get in touch again to say hi but again the guilt i feel of just killing myself and them thinking they wernt around for me stops me
i dont want to hurt my friends but its like my whole life has been emptied and theres no one left i can really talk to