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went to live assistance. the one to one support on another site i belong to.
go very occassionally, used to work the other side of it. went to them in desperation and he told me to go away.
i was calling about being anxious and distressed and bedtimes, and doctors and all sorts, and now i feel worse than before.
i feel so fucking worthless anyway, and now i have just been told to go away, by someone that i thought might help.
what the fuck do i do now
nothing, just sit here crying my eyes out, having just been reminded of what a shit individual i must be.
all i wanted was a bit of help. im sorry i dont deserve it. i wish i knew what i did wrong, what makes me so worthless, what makes people wish me dead, what makes people hurt me.
i only wanted some help
im so so sorry
go very occassionally, used to work the other side of it. went to them in desperation and he told me to go away.
i was calling about being anxious and distressed and bedtimes, and doctors and all sorts, and now i feel worse than before.
i feel so fucking worthless anyway, and now i have just been told to go away, by someone that i thought might help.
what the fuck do i do now
nothing, just sit here crying my eyes out, having just been reminded of what a shit individual i must be.
all i wanted was a bit of help. im sorry i dont deserve it. i wish i knew what i did wrong, what makes me so worthless, what makes people wish me dead, what makes people hurt me.
i only wanted some help
im so so sorry