I can't take this shit anymore. I am a recovering alcoholic who can no longer stand his life. I am so sick of being screwed over and walked on . My meds aren't shit and i got a pocket full really wanting to take them. My wife is a psychotic bitch who constantly puts me down in front of everyone. She cares nothing about me and wants to abort my first real child I have two hellion step children. My whole life has gone to hell. I am so fed up wtih this shit no more hospitals or anything else. Just want to get high and die.