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Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Matt93, Nov 13, 2010.

  1. Matt93

    Matt93 Well-Known Member

    I don't want to listen to anyone any more. If you can't help me, why should I help you.

    Hold on, what the fuck. That's not the way I normally am. I love helping people, and sometimes helping people helps me. So, I will listen to people, but I won't listen to you, you're on my head, you're not a person, you're a personality. You have nothing to do with my current life, because I'm not letting you.

    I miss the me, before all this MPD was triggered, I could cope better. I hate who I am, I think because of that, I'm less afraid to try things now, because no-one could ever hate me the way I hate me.
     
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Any reason why you hate yourself so much?
     
  3. Matt93

    Matt93 Well-Known Member

    Because I've seen that when people become attached to me, I hurt them. No matter how hard I try not to.
     
  4. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    It happens, people do get hurt sometimes. But that doesn't make you a bad person, that doesn't mean you're trying to hurt them intentionally.
     
  5. Matt93

    Matt93 Well-Known Member

    Meh, I'm a liar. I give up too easily, the person I care about most I can't speak to any more. And that's due to my fault.