im tired, i dont think i can keep doing this. have had amassive row with my nan and walked out for hours..i shouldn't have done that..she needs someone withher. i'm selfish. nobody seems to care anymore (on here maybe, but family etc) so why should i? maybe i should just do it and please them all. there's one person keeping me going (and if you're reading this IM SORRY, im trying not to bring you down with me...maybe it's best for you if i just went aswell) my dads in hospital, and im trying to look after my nan aswell...i cant-don't want to-do this anymore. worst ive felt in a long time. needed to get my head sorted a bit. im sorry