I've had enough of feeling like this. I am constrantly battling urges to cut and thinking about when I'll next do it. I am feeling suicidal also and looking at ways in to that. I have been in hospital 2x over this weekend and it still doesn't do anything. Even being in over night on medical ward. Even being told by the psych nurse that if it continues we will be looking at admission. I have told him that would make it worse. I saw a Psychiatrist today and someone from Crisis team. Nurseman called the Psychiatrist this morning and arranged for someone from Crisis to be there. Was a waste of time. She gave me their phone number to call when I feel bad. I know I wont be doing that. If I make up my mind about something then it's made up and I am very stubborn. Had arguments with the Psych and Nurseman about diagnosis and I won't give in on it. I am battling all the time with my thoughts and it's when I give up on battling that I cut or OD. It's not as though I can feel it coming on. I really don't see what they can do!