I've just had enough. I've been here for over 18 years yet all these are turning pointless. I even don't know what the problem is. I just find myself cutting every other day and crying almost every day. This pain is never gonna end. And when I think of the future, it's like, it's even impossible for it to get on. I'm tired of the same things occurring over and over again. I'm not even allowed to be happy. Everything I do for my own happiness is always taken away from me. I'm tired of this cruel life and only if I could be in a place where I'll find peace forever, I'll come. This is just too much already. There is no point in living at all. I have nothing left to do. And I'm sorry. :cry: