had it..

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by preetynpink10032, Apr 25, 2007.

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  1. i don't know anymore.
    i used to be so happy.
    i've been depressed for a long time, and now i keep going through these fucked up cycles.
    for a few days i'm content. not happy, not sad... just.. numb.
    then i become extremely angry and depressed and can't stop thinking about suicide, and that happens for a few days.
    then i become so so happy. but only a couple days.
    then it all repeats.

    i've had it. i can't deal with this anymore.

    i don't do anything wrong to anybody.
    i'm always there when anyone needs someone to talk to.
    i'm nice to everyone. and i'm alawys there if anyone needs anything.
    but whenever i need someone to talk to, there is nobody.
    all people do is judge.

    people walk all over me and take advantage of me.
    it happens time after time, and i'm so done with that bullshit.

    it seems like nobody really even wants me around anymore anyway.
    no one will miss me, it'll be better once i'm gone.

    i'm not looking for pity or attention. just stating how i feel.
    i'm having a breakdown and i can't take this anymore.

    i'm sorry.
  2. why not stick on the forum and talk or type into let it all out and let of some steam hun? or come into chat for support? I promise you there are other ways, sometimes days are harder then others , you can get through this sweetie. try as much distraction as possible- read a book, watch tv, watch a film, write in a journal, make something, draw something, etc. anything to try and take ure mind off things if only for a little while. pm me if you need to talk ever hun xx
  3. thank you black rose.
    i really appreciate it.
  4. just stick around for a bit honey :) people are ALWAYS here for the tough times, and the good times. we all support eachother x
  5. Robin

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    Hey just wanted you to know that I'd like to see you around if that's what you would like, if you need a friend pm me :) :hug:
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