I just had the worst day ever. I have been making small attempts at trying to get a girl. I gave up for a long time, took a break. So I thought i'd try again. Turns out she's talking to a guy and we really seemed to get along well. She always smiled when I talked with her. But the guy she is talking to he called me and thretened to "send me to the emergency room". Now i'm not a violent person but when you tell me to stay away from the girl i really like and send me to the emergency room on my worst day (a.k.a today) I just think there is so much someone can take. I went back to the college looking for him, because I was going to knock him out. And I really was, life is bad right now and then this happens. But then I found my crush instead and I agreed not to do anything to him out of respect to her and she said she would talk to him. And then I saw them walking together and he stares me down. He looks like a little dork. I just can't believe someone actually thretened me, and I did nothing at all wrong. And the worst part was she seemed to like me a bit. Then my leg went numb and I couldn't move it, I don't know what happened but I was in pain, then it went away after a few minutes. I think it's because of all of the stress. I just feel like locking myself in a box and not coming out. Everytime i try to go for a girl, something goes wrong or she already has a boyfriend. Right now, I don't feel like ever talking to a girl again. I'm done. And I can say that truthfully. I just want to stay home and do what I always do, play on the computer and sleep. Wish I could go to some island and be alone forever.