I'm sick of this. My girlfriend broke up with me two weeks ago and since then, everything has been going wrong. I have bad attendance at college, they're not going to let this slide. I need to do my coursework and get back there, but that means seeing my ex (who is trying her best to avoid me) every day. I'm having trouble eating and now everyone at college thinks I'm some kind of anorexic that will pass out at any second. I'm very skinny and it doesn't help that people keep going on at me. I've been smoking weed every day and last night was no exception. I was high all night and ended up kissing an old friend of mine who I hadn't talked to for quite a while. Later I found out she had a boyfriend who I smoked weed with last week. So now I want 2 girls I can't have. I didn't sleep until 10 o'clock this morning and I woke up at 5. My sleeping pattern is so fucked now and I'm meant to have college tomorrow, they're not going to put up with this any longer. I have no money left for weed and my parents are really pissed off with me now. I can't cope with this much longer. I just want all my problems to go away.