haha guess who dosen't care anymore!

[TheWr0ngChild]

Yes, you guessed it, the useless pill popper aka me. I've been abused by almost everybody who has ever come into contact with me, most of them were in a CARE placement, I am through with thinking about 2 of them in particular, one man who "groped" me, the other woman who mentaly abused me, the whole system was based on abuse of trust, but I don't give a damn no more, I'm a drug addict and an alcoholic, these people made me this way, and guess what it feels better than existing on no sleep, PMS pain, feeling like my stomach is being torn out through the top of my head, you guys prolly know from my previous posts about all my "health problems" including an out of control Codeine habbit :biggrin:

All I hope now is I'll be in a situation any day soon that puts me with other people I can take it out on, because I have become a nothing, anyone who has anything to do with me will realise just how gullable I am and find a way to get some kind of personal gain out of me. Without knowing it I have turned like them, I am just as much of a cold, nasty individual as they were now, I have ranted at complete strangers, calling them these people's names for heaven's sake.

I'm going to die, and it feels so good hahahahahahhahahahahahaha fuck you Terry W & Janice F.

 

[Mortem]

I guess that's how it works with humans. Abusers make new abusers etc.

I'm a lot better off staying away from people, having as little contact as possible with them - for their best too probably. Maybe you are too?

EDIT: and yeah, for that guy who groped you, one word - payback. Personally I fucking hate people who touch me, last week someone grabbed a hold of my wrists and put her hand on my shoulder... I'm still processing it lol. Gawd I wanna kill that person. If someone groped me I'd probably beat that person unconscious. I mean why? Why are they doing that? There's no point other than to make me feel dirty/stained/terrible.

 

[Dave_N]

Hi Tin Woman. I'm sorry for all the abuse that you suffered at the hands of those awful caregivers. I know that you're in a lot of physical and emotional pain right now, but please try and stay strong. I know you can get thrgouh this. :hug:

 

[Ire]

Good luck.

I hope you find what you are looking for. Sometimes hurt can make people happy!

 

[TheWr0ngChild]

Good luck.

I hope you find what you are looking for. Sometimes hurt can make people happy!

Ire, hurt never makes people happy. period.

 

[wallflower]

To me you sound like a strong person. That's just the vibe I am getting.
So please just be yourself, you're human, you deserve much more and people can be cruel. Everyone can be. I care.

 

[Angelo_91]

if you know the difference between good and bad, why not make the right choice?