hahahahahahahahahahaa I'm a fool...........

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Shifter, Apr 26, 2009.

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  1. Shifter

    Shifter Well-Known Member

    no matter how hard i try, happiness is beyond my grasp, i am no longer guessing, i know now what i meant to do. i was meant suffer. which is why i will end my life very very very soon. I cant take it anymore, there is nothing for me. No matter how much i stuff my fat fucking face, or master bait or animate nothing can dull the pain. i am 90% sure anyone else here has a better life than me. Your life couldn't b3 as hopeless, dark, depressing as mine......i don't want to waste your valuable time but here is the full chat with me and the sameritans


    go to the botom of the page and download, i wouldda posted it here but the char count was over 5000 so sorry

    im incredibly angry at the world and that text file will say why x.x
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Can't see where to download it ,sorry.

    But,Im sorry you're feeling this way :(

    Did talking to the samaritans help at all? :hug:
  3. ryanglander

    ryanglander Well-Known Member

    Although I have not read the entire exchange of text between you and the sameritans, I read half. It sounds like you had a difficult childhood. What many people consider to be a bad event and live only once or twice in their childhood, you have had many.

    Do you really think its your fault all these people have done these things? For example when the kid stole your friends PS1 game, you couldn't have been expected to chase down a kid who had a head-start. It sounds to me like your the one that was upset by this event (and others) not your friend. It's not your fault. Shit happens. And you know what, I could tell you its going to get easier but I'd only be lying to ya. What may happen is you may learn from your experiences and be able to better cope with these bad situations in the future.

    But you know, it sounds to me like theres something else going on. Did your parents ever hit you as a child? Were you ever abused by anyone other then your math teacher? These things can really screw you up.

    PM me.

    I have a feeling we are very close in age, with very similair experiences.
  4. Shifter

    Shifter Well-Known Member

    a little bit but im still pathetic.......

    go to the bottom of the page and choose save to my computer
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