Half a Year Later.. Warning May Trigger..

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Reo, Mar 19, 2007.

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  1. Reo

    Reo Active Member

    I was doing good.. out of the hospital and treatment still in thearapy once a week but still.. i stopped cutting half a year ago then a few days ago i suddenly got all depressed and all i could think of was self-harm.. sence im smoking pot now i always have a lighter with me.. so i took it out and light it.. waited for it to heat up then pressed it against my arm.. it wasnt that bad.. the C mark left by it wasnt that bad or big.. then a few days later i skipped school and let my friend down.. first thing that came to mind was punishing myself for disappointing him.. i burned myself again.. this time it was worse.. i dont care weather i stop or not.. i know its not healthy.. but the only thing that i really care about is the scars.. my arms still havent healed at all from the cutting and now im burning?
     
  2. LaLaLullaby

    LaLaLullaby Well-Known Member

    Try scar creams, foundation, concealer? I dunno. ::Hug:: Good luck.
     
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