I have to admit I am concerned even more than usual. I am withdrawing more and more every day. The urge to self harm is through the roof, and literally almost non stop. OCD out of control and very depressed. Historically, the worst down swing I have ever experienced. about three weeks ago, while driving, I was passed by another motorist. When I glanced into the drivers window, instead of seeing the blonde woman I knew was driving, she was snarling at me with a face like she was possessed, complete with jagged sharp teeth, demonic features, and lots of red stuff. I know i was looking at a normal 40ish blonde woman, but in my mind all I could see was this monstrous face. It was almost exactly like that kid in the exorcist. I couldn't look back at her car because I was terrified of what I would see. It has happened twice more since then, and once at a red light in traffic it happened with a pedestrian looking at me while I waited to drive. I had to roll up the window and lock the door. Thoughts? I mean aside from I am obviously bat shit crazy?