I guess I just post here because I have no one to tell in person who cares to hear it.
On Monday I'll be calling the apartment to see where I'm at on the list. I was #11 at the beginning of last month and it's a fairly large complex. If they say I'm number 4 or 5 I will be content and even a little excited. If they say I'm number 10 and I moved 1 spot in a month I will be devastated.
I have nowhere to live as of July 1st and have had absolutely zero luck on Craigslist and even a local Facebook roommate searching thing.
I have about $1500 right now to throw down for the new apartment and I've worked hard to save this much. I can't afford to just rent any apartment since most are $800-1000 a month. The one I've been on the list for is for disabled people and is much cheaper.
I feel like I should just make a deal with myself and if they say I'm still number 9 or higher I'll just kill myself but if it's lower I'll wait it out. I'm not going to live in a homeless shelter or in my car for 3+ months, not a chance in hell. I'll be dead before it gets that far.
Has anyone else here felt like they needed to make ultimatums like this?
On Monday I'll be calling the apartment to see where I'm at on the list. I was #11 at the beginning of last month and it's a fairly large complex. If they say I'm number 4 or 5 I will be content and even a little excited. If they say I'm number 10 and I moved 1 spot in a month I will be devastated.
I have nowhere to live as of July 1st and have had absolutely zero luck on Craigslist and even a local Facebook roommate searching thing.
I have about $1500 right now to throw down for the new apartment and I've worked hard to save this much. I can't afford to just rent any apartment since most are $800-1000 a month. The one I've been on the list for is for disabled people and is much cheaper.
I feel like I should just make a deal with myself and if they say I'm still number 9 or higher I'll just kill myself but if it's lower I'll wait it out. I'm not going to live in a homeless shelter or in my car for 3+ months, not a chance in hell. I'll be dead before it gets that far.
Has anyone else here felt like they needed to make ultimatums like this?