I don't know how much longer I can last, this pain is unbearable. To feel like you don't matter, like you could die right now and it wouldn't make any difference to anyone, like life would just go on as if u never even existed to begin with. To feel like there isn't a soul in the world who cares about you.....its the worst feeling in the world and its eating me up inside.
I see movies of people crying when their friend dies, and it makes me cry because I know that if I was the one who died, there wouldn't be anyone who missed me. I think those people who actually have people really miss them after their gone are the luckiest people in the world.
I would do anything in the world for the people I love. I'm always there for them because I can't stand to see them hurt.....I guess that isn't enough. But its funny how they'll care about there other friends, why do I have to be the one that doenst matter?
Maybe things are better this way, maybe its just meant to me. I'm sick of crying all the time, I just can't take the pain anymore....I know what I have to do
I see movies of people crying when their friend dies, and it makes me cry because I know that if I was the one who died, there wouldn't be anyone who missed me. I think those people who actually have people really miss them after their gone are the luckiest people in the world.
I would do anything in the world for the people I love. I'm always there for them because I can't stand to see them hurt.....I guess that isn't enough. But its funny how they'll care about there other friends, why do I have to be the one that doenst matter?
Maybe things are better this way, maybe its just meant to me. I'm sick of crying all the time, I just can't take the pain anymore....I know what I have to do