Happiness near The End.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by thingsaregonnachange, Feb 10, 2012.

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  1. thingsaregonnachange

    thingsaregonnachange Well-Known Member

    I've set my end for late July, this year.

    If by some magical stroke of fate my life turns around I'll carry on, but I doubt it will happen.

    For some reason knowing that I have 5 months of this to live through gives me a certain joy.

    I've been reading a lot about the universe, time, the cosmos, etc, in what I suppose must be some sort of way of preparing for the annihilation of my Ego and my return to the Void/Tao/Brahman/God whatever you want to call it.

    Anyways, just what I've been feeling lately.
  2. prh1956

    prh1956 Member

    i'll be gone long before then. i would be very suprized if i made it to march
  3. thingsaregonnachange

    thingsaregonnachange Well-Known Member

    Sometimes it just amazes me how our entire lives depend on such trivial events and matters.

    Regardless, we at least have the option of ending it. If death was completely out of our hands then life would really be unbearable.
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  4. Witty_Sarcasm

    Witty_Sarcasm Eccentric writer, general weirdo, heedless heathen

    I actually feel relieved to die. At least I'll be at peace then.
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