Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by annmarie, Dec 5, 2011.
I think purging brought me the only happiness I've ever felt. I'm empty without it ironically.
ED brought me control, which I felt I had none of without it...I found that once I was able to get better control over other things, I needed it less...yes, sometimes, even today, when things feel so overwhelming, I am still prone to go back to it, but much less...I truly understand how it can provide a sense of calm in the middle of a horrible storm
hi annmarie. Do you like how you look or is purging also a way to try to control your weight?