Hi mum, I'm terribly sorry I didnt have the chance to go visit your grave yesterday, and also that I got stoned and drunk the way I did. I should've taken a moment to myself to "celebrate" your birthday. FUCK IT! WHY!!!??? Why would I wanna celebrate your birthday? you're fucking DEAD. U are no more! jeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssss. hmpf. Nevermind me, I'm just your stupid alcoholic stoner daughter. you know the bad one, the one that drops out of uni, has no job whatsoever and makes a mess out of everything in her life. the one that HAS NO LIFE. yeh. and oh yeah I'm bisexual too. :blink: ya shocked now. you knew it all along you bitch. why did you just have to go. oh and maybe I'm still a bit under influence of some shit. I dont give a shit. hmm odd is me. fuck it. you're dead. you didnt have the right to die. you didn't. How could you just leave that guy with two little girls? Having HIM to raise us, it's no wonder I'm screwing everything up the way I do. fuck it. You shouldn't have died. I shoulda been the one who had to leave, not you. fuck you , mother.!