Hope everyone is having a good 4th. Wish I could be to, sorry for being a downer to everyone. Not sure what else to say anymore. A weird feeling came over me today. I kinda started to feel numb. No thats not the word, not really numb just absent I guess. I dont really have anything important to say just wanted to talk to someone I guess. I know no one will read this for a while so I guess I'm not really talking to anyone, just thought getting my thoughts out there would help. Not this time. Maybe not ever again. Sorry to worry anyone, goodbye.