This is my first post, in this section of the boards, all my other posts were in the soap box. I never really talked about my problems in here. I really don't know how to summarize them. My mind is completely gone, and now my body aches. This thread is about suicide not being such a big thing after all, for some. Or at least me. I am prolife for others, I have lots of compassion. I've had this thought about ending my life, unprecipitately, when I'm relatively ok, lying in bed, holding a loaded gun (which I do not own), and without thinking too much about it, shooting myself. I don't view this as even sad. It's almost like nothing. Some suffer badly and don't want to do it, etc. This must be different. So, why is this such a big deal? Other than it will hurt some people. Releasing yourself into the unknown, or into the emptiness. We didn't exist for an eternity before we were born - the past has no beginnings. So, why is it so bad to never live again after we die? By the way, I'm not planning on going through with this. Just an idea.