Happy V......I mean alone day!

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Lost in translation, Feb 14, 2013.

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  1. Lost in translation

    Lost in translation Active Member

    Well happy v day to those that care, I unfortunately am not one of those people. Today marks the one year anniversary of my decline, that's right I started sinking on this day last year and every minute of it haunts me. Everything seems to be magnified today, especially the fact that I no longer have that special someone anymore to share it with. She was beautiful in so many ways from being smart and intelligent to extremely caring, yet now I can only imagine the great times she's having today with someone else, and it kills me inside. Everyone I know is enjoying this day with there significant other as I sit alone and scared that I might actually do what I've been contemplating for so long. I was a really great person at one point but i have strayed very far from the pact, and just can't seem to find my way back. I'm constantly looking for tracks or a sign to put me in the right direction to no avail. So it's off to the psyc I go, to share my thoughts as they wait for me to finish so they can go back to enjoying there day. I hope everyone is having a good day today......at least better then mine.
  2. pit

    pit Well-Known Member

    V day is so overrated. Love is more often than not dissapointing. I have found true love, however. It is between a man and his plant.
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    tend to not celebrate this day just another day commercialized really cannot get into it at all so i understand hun hope this day goes quickly by
  4. 1112222

    1112222 Well-Known Member

    I've said this before but really its not worth getting upset over because valentines day is a gigantic crock of shit.
  5. CGMAngel

    CGMAngel Well-Known Member

    I completely forgot what today was! Now what does that tell you....
  6. Witty_Sarcasm

    Witty_Sarcasm Writer, Musician, Fun Lover, Magic Maker

    This day is kind of stupid...I don't really mind being alone today. It's better than being made to feel ugly and worthless, cheated on, lied to and forgotten about. That's just my former experience in relationships, so sometimes being in one can be overrated. I'm sorry you are feeling so badly, but remember that you aren't alone.
  7. paulhewson

    paulhewson Well-Known Member

    It's great for Florists, Jewelers, Restaurants, and the Greeting Card industry. Fuck it.
  8. Emerald Hyperion

    Emerald Hyperion Not So Well-Known Member

    I always hated Valentine's Day, and I always will. I guess I shouldn't have to state why...
  9. flowers

    flowers Senior Member

    I do think it is one of those days that is hyped by the industries that benefit. I hated to buy cards. But I did. I sent 4 valentines. I received...... zero.
    as with so many holidays such as christmas and thanksgiving, it can cause the alone to feel so much worse. And can cause those who have people in their lives to feel overwhelmed. But for me, it is a re-affirmation of the isolation. Even when I reach out. eg the 4 valentines sent.
  10. meaningless-vessel

    meaningless-vessel Well-Known Member

    Having known a lad die against this sites set up, who birthday was feb 14th, I think my priorities are remembering him.

    I've had a mix of single/with someone when it comes to the date in question, but none of them have really kicked up a stink when I avoid the commercialism. If I'm with someone I share love on more than just one day, if I could it'd be not quite every day (could be too cheesy/suffocating), but much more spontaneous. Ie, feb 15th is against the commercial side so why not make the most of it.
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