before i go into the b.s. and probably answer my own question which is what everyone else around me has told me, ignore it. i have been with my boyfriend for 10 months now. he lives in a neighborhood that is unfortunately drug and prostitute possessed. he is like me of mental disablement so he really has no choice in where he lives as he rents a room in an older style house from someone he has known for years. now in these ten months i have been with him i have been getting called a ***** or hoe just about every other day more so recently by all folks of different life. so a crazy ass black female kept mouthing off behind me on the bus so i had to move and sit next to my disabled male friend. the day before that i figured out she was the one yelling ugly ass hoe towards me. today i had a white female and male couple pass by me as i was walking to class and though i had my headphones on i had it at a lower volume and heard the male turn and call me a *****. okay, just because my boyfriend lives in that type of neighborhood doesn't mean i am over there selling myself you stupid jackasses. nor do i sleep around on him. people just fucking randomly yelling at me aggravates my illness. i have been homicidal for the past few days. i am intelligent enough not to act on these behaviors. i really wish folks would get a life and quit worrying about my business. i always get folks looking at me and judging me with negative bullshit. this is what drives me toward wanting to murder people is this constant yelling and crazy shit that people do. i am not going to quit college because of them. i am so upset right now that i can't type anymore. any suggestions?