im 19 i have a <mod edit: bunny - method> but the only thing preventing me from pulling the trigger is the pain it would cause my parents. i keep writing suicide notes trying to explain why i feel like i have to do this. i just want them to feel like this is the only logical way out for more. all my father calls is a parasite because of my drug addiction. i have pawned all their posessions and have forged thousands of dollars in checks. Can someone give me a reason not to do it?