lI am a single mom of five children. I am very depressed, I can usually pull myself together until my kids go to bed. However, the last couple of days has been very difficult. The psychological is hard to bare, I have been trying to get help but they say their first opening is in july. I cannot wait that long I don't want to die because my kids need me. But recently I've been thinking my ex husband can do better. I just don't know what to do.