I was sexually assaulted in 98. I know it's been a long time since it happened but I'm having flashbacks. I see everything he did to me what he made me do. I am not sure what to do. I held everything down and didn't talk about it and then in 2001 I was assaulted again by someone I thought was a friend. I never told anyone out of fear no one would believe me. Then just 3 years ago my then bf was forceful the last time I seen him. He wanted sex and I did not I tried to move when he would try but ended up just giving in. It brought all the memories back up. Now I'm having flashbacks and dont know what to do. I'm scared to talk about any of what happened. I have medication I'm suppose to take so on going to try it tonight just at a loss and dont know what to do anymore. I'm sorry if this was too much.