So long story short, my mother knows I'm suicidal and that I cut myself. Doesn't matter how she found out (alongside my brother). And she wrote me a letter where she told me about her past, how she wasn't supposed to be born because her grandpa kicked her mother in the stomach while her mother was pregnant and other sad stuff. And in the letter she wrote that if I kill myself she's going to do the same straight away. I don't want her to commit suicide just because of me. Besides, who's going to take care of my cat. He's the most important being in my life. So I'm just wondering have any of your relatives or friends threatened to commit suicide after you? And how did you deal with it? Did it change your desires?